Friday, July 24, 2009

Misery loves company

It's funny how it works really. When other people are pregnant, I want to know what is going on with them at all times. It's frustrating when they don't update their blog or facebook. But now it's me. And now I understand. There is just no motivation. People tell me they read, but that doesn't make it any easier to blog. I'm sick and tired too much to care--even though I really do, I can sit here all day and avoid the updates like the plague.
Doctors appointment was on the 14th and I'm just now forcing myself to update. We met the doctor and got to hear the heartbeat--3 little beats and then his doppler died. Hopefully when we go back on the 11th we will get to hear it again. Then we'll set our next appointment to get our ultrasound and find out what we are having..hopefully. I'm not super anxious because it's still really early, but I don't know how many more ultrasounds we will have.
Vacation--Dusten and I just got back from a 5 day vacation at Silver Lake. I think the last time I was there was about 4 years ago. It was nice to go back. It's still exactly the same. I managed to keep my sickness under control. I think sleeping in helps. We slept in until at least 9 or 10 every day. Our first day back was Thursday (yesterday and it was my birthday) I had to go back to work. I felt horrible. I threw up my breakfast right when I needed to be walking out the door and I ended up being miserable all day long. Same thing today. I was miserable before I even got out of bed. My gag reflex is just so sensitive that it makes it hard to breathe. So I just told Dusten that I wasn't going--and I slept until 11:30 and came in half day. I still haven't really found anything that helps. People give all their advice, but so far nothing has really worked. Lemons, chips, ginger ale, nothing works like the magic they say it will. All I can say is, I hope this is over soon, or it's going to be a very long 6 months.

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